It made me think

okay...this week was busy.Not as in busy with my stuff, but instead with bonn. So its like dedicating this week for him.Since its his first week to work, i guess i have the obligation to 'push' him for working. Yeah, i admit, we do have this sneaky plan to get out from the office, but because there is nothing much can be done after all (ALASAN!).. Well, the company bonn is working with now belongs to Andy, another friend of ours. And thats one of the reason, i've been like lepaking in the office. Not just waiting for bonn, or was it, but just that it amuse me sometimes to sit down and talk with Andy. Yeap, he is that kind of person who really talks, gentleman in his own sway, and he talk business like a china men but deals with a more sensible way. And he is that kind of person who can make me praise alot! (Whatever other might say about him,.which previously i heard about. AHhhh..bullshits!) Andy is my senior in Uni, and old time friend of bonn from high school. So we are friends in a way and yet between Andy and Bonn, there is this boss thingy (You do get me right?)

with bonn at apink's birthday & open house 2009

yeah, and we did get out today from the office, went to 1B to watch 2012. And it fascinates me about the true meaning of the movie, or would i say the panel writers and director for the movie. The question here states where does we go with all those predicted catrostrophic? how can humanity brings along us together despite the feud between religion, belief and our skin color? and is the apocalypse true? well, only God knows. It do freak me out while watching it but it gives me another second thought whether on what limitation in life has for each of us?



Let me just leave behind the disaster who scientics predicts to be in future. For myself, life has to be prioritized. Family, loves one, friends, others.. and so on.. There is nothing can be done true what is on the screen right now. Just let the tsunami wipe us away.



While was driving out from likas, i was on my way to Cock and Bull, it suddenly came out from no where in my head. I had this thinking. 'WHO IS YOUR BEST LISTENER?''



The best listener is ourself. Our own self who had live in this body binding with the soul.

Who shall accept those bad and good thoughts and thinking, non other than us?



We drive our own thinking. Build by enviroment,conclude by action. And learn through those wrong interpretation of life.



So what if life sucks? so what if there is no more money? while you complain life isnt perfect, blame oneself, because it was all started from the way we think.



And through all these thinking and thounghts, we listen patienly. We listen deeply with detail.



We dont spread our secrets openly,neither do we cry hard with people we could trust less. Yet the one who always will comfort us with the best way is ourself.



Somehow there is people, who are blinded with following instincts. Instincts that are merely true. Jeopardizing life and hurting more feelings. I am not sure, but i know karma wins.