What a hectic day i had today. Wake up after less than 3 hour sleep. =) *good* ..Went for breakfast with my cousin and aunt before heading home to finish my islam & management assignment. Went out again at 11am to attend some big shot's daughter's wedding. Uhh..how i hate weddings. Because you just have to act as if you are friendly but the thing is you are sweating like in hell, your body is like giving out those bad odours that you just want to rush back home and shower. Na, js that i am a depending-on-situation kinda person. I am choosy when things just aint right in my mood.
For example, last night, Vivian PM me asked about business law assignment. I find it annoying. Because :
1. I havent done it yet
2. I am so not in the mood of talking or replyin
3. Its pissing me off asking things repeatedly
4. I ask myself 'is she that dumb to find out herself?'
2. I am so not in the mood of talking or replyin
3. Its pissing me off asking things repeatedly
4. I ask myself 'is she that dumb to find out herself?'
And i just regain my own consciousness that i was being rude tellin her off not to bug me, or else its really gonna pissed me off. Which yes i did, i PISSED OFF. She felt terribly and send me a msg shortly after i appear offline saying she is sorry. Haha. Im sorry too =)
You know, there is some people out there that doesnt deserve to be pity?
Whether they are called as good friends? Bad friends? Worse friends? The fact is when you treat them god regardless who they are at that time, they just dont appreciate it or they ignore or neglected it. And yes, WAT THE FUCK,?
I am not writtin to pour my sensibleness or assume it is my UNsensible-ness tonite, just that i am trying to remind myself, some people just aint worth it.
I know i may not be the WHO and WHO to be proud of about, or shall i say WHO AM I? to be saying like this? Yes, i protect my friends, and thats my treasure for people who treat me good. I keep and make sure people i love,people i call FRIENDS safe and sound. Hinder them from worriness or harm.
And when one day you find me talking bad behind you, its because you dint realize it was your decision to lose a friend like me.
But yeah..currently everything just seems okay. Not bad. People, *hopefully* are growing maturedly and having their mind fix before jumping into any conclusion in anything they do. Because despite in today's world, with all kind of stuff and things invented for goodness sake, mankind are still selfish ignoring their faults. I am one of them. Sarcasticly i am.
You know, there is some people out there that doesnt deserve to be pity?
Whether they are called as good friends? Bad friends? Worse friends? The fact is when you treat them god regardless who they are at that time, they just dont appreciate it or they ignore or neglected it. And yes, WAT THE FUCK,?
I am not writtin to pour my sensibleness or assume it is my UNsensible-ness tonite, just that i am trying to remind myself, some people just aint worth it.
I know i may not be the WHO and WHO to be proud of about, or shall i say WHO AM I? to be saying like this? Yes, i protect my friends, and thats my treasure for people who treat me good. I keep and make sure people i love,people i call FRIENDS safe and sound. Hinder them from worriness or harm.
And when one day you find me talking bad behind you, its because you dint realize it was your decision to lose a friend like me.
But yeah..currently everything just seems okay. Not bad. People, *hopefully* are growing maturedly and having their mind fix before jumping into any conclusion in anything they do. Because despite in today's world, with all kind of stuff and things invented for goodness sake, mankind are still selfish ignoring their faults. I am one of them. Sarcasticly i am.
Love Karmen =)
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