''mon bébé je vous aime.. je suivrai votre avance.. Je me
rappèle toujours promet ceux-là vous dit à i. si vous le cassez, je vous tuerai.
Cher que vous devriez savoir, parlant en français ce shoutout est signifié pour
vous. Gauche ? Mis être. Tout parce que je le coeur vous ! ''[previously ..my statement to mr.bonn]
...When your realize things has just changed. I mean,what had happen before is not what it may be. I am not gonna morn my pathethic life. ( ENOUGH)
but, im just taking for instance, someone i knew..who had strive crazily for his love.
He know she cheats. he knows her feelings had worn off. he knows things isnt it used to be. Yet, he aint giving up. He aint going to step back.
Is there any guy in the wide world we are living at, still has this BIG HEART ..standing there?hoping?begging for never ending love?
I really doubt so. ... ..
*Bonn just passed by Kalabakan 20minutes ago*
Talking about 'making up my mind'...
I know i had seriously spoken out.how i would want to make things right. Not perfectly right.BUT, having things back to the track. Where it supposed to be and should be. I know i did not wanted all these realtionship stuff to be so *FUCKED UP SERIOUS*,yet it is not as easy to say and executing my WORDS towards ACTION shows that im so lame =(
STATE OF MIND :
a ) easily fall in love?
b ) loves 24-hr attention
c ) believes love never dies?
LOL! WTF! ... now, the problem is that.. i met this guy.. Mr.Bunny.. who mesmerized me..YEAH..MESMERIZE... remember the word -''mesmerized''..or so... 'charmed' me..!!
He is nothing that make sense to what i really admire about somoene. Perhaps*
He is something different. Something that could caught your attention. He differs other guy i met before.
Should i point out that, he got this aura..attracts anyone to be by his side.
Maybe because something fascinates me. Some unusuall thing about him. We are totally from an opposite world. He somehow a 'ulama' from heaven and i am the 'syaitan' from hell.
Way back the 1st day of knowing each other, we had a long chat on YM..
He taught me that
''Aku tidak akan berharap, aku cuma mampu bersabar ..''
it means whatever it may be, hoping is not a solution, but doin something is something that probably helps. And yes, be patience for what it may takes, and what it could be.
...js 2minutes ago, i gt his text.. =)
p.s :.. let me clear here (to avoid any misunderstandings)
i am not deeply in love with him, or shall i label him as my crush or watsoever? NO.. i dont think we have any future so what and what kind of relationship. Just that i felt he is that someone who had open my eyes ..looking at things differently.. :) he had just walked into my life and show me things are not that hard to deal with. And sometimes, we just have to deal those problems with our bare hands ..
nothing could happen that soon ^^
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